koala_kiddo (koala_kiddo) wrote in prozac_nation,

I did somthing stupid last night.

I met this guy at a part a week ago.

he messages me on facebook asking if I wanted to hang out.

I said ok.

I was in his appartment, wh were listening to music.

all of a sudden we are playing this truth and answer game.

then he starts kissing me.

I slept with him.

I was a virgin.

He didn't know.

He still doesn't know.

I don't know why I did it.

Part of me thinks just to catch up to the rest of my friends.

or just to get it over with.

I feel like a week person.

I could have said no several times.

but I didn't.

He wants to see me again.

I am so confused.

I think I need to go either way, if only to tell him I don't want to do it again.

but I'm not even sure if that is the case.

it was protected though.

so thats good.
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